No , No worries no offence took,
Its just that my head is seriously wrecked, I really feel so fucking stupid for starting to take opiates again, When I lost someone in my family I feel back into the old trap, But my biggest mistake was taking lots of fucking Phy(methadone) cause now my sickness will take months, and the fact that I have 100's mgs of methadon but its in 40mgs pills, and i only want to take 10mgs a day, im afraid im going to push my habit up to 40mgs a day, Im thinking that im best off swaping back to heroin for a month or three, and trying to keep my habit low and then doing the old cold turkey, Maybe more intense but it dont last as long as the shitty methadone,...
Even better would be Temgesic, monday I have a meeting with a women from Novadic who hopefully can put my on the right track to getting one box of temgisic, I can do the sickness, I can handle the stress, Its just the Placebo effect of knowing I took something,. Anything to ease my legs at night,.. Temgesic done it before and I stayed clean for more then 4 years. So wish my luck guys..
And theres rumors that I stole drugs from someone on this forum before, I would like to clear this up right here and now, First day i came to his place, Bought a gram and half, ended up giving him more then half of it cause he was sick and had a much bigger habit then I did, and when he came to my place I moved away from the police by the shop cause they knew me, and when i came back he was gone,,
I have spoken to him on many occasions since, it has been cleared up. fixed, he remembers the fact I looked after him when I was sick and even though he didnt get his cash for the second half gram, He lost nothing since he gained a half gram from me or more the first day..
Those who know who and when im talking about, ask him yourself if you dont believe me..
Thanks
en GroteGek