This is my first tripreport, we had 3 pink swirls (180mg MDMA), and i wrote this in english so it can be read by more people.
It was on a friday I think, when i got them. A little bag filled with 6 little pink pills. They were 6 "pink swirls". Xtc, very high quality. I was pretty lucky to have them, because good pills had become rare. I used XTC once before, one "white Hexagram". It was awesome, but i hadn't quite reached all that XTC was capable of. This time I had 3, and 3 for my friend John. We were both home alone, and we took one pill each around 10:30 PM.
The first 30 minutes we were pretty normal, although a friend of ours who was still there, was quite amused by us. Then Jan had to go somewhere, and after a big group hug he was gone. We were now alone and forgot about Jan in an instant. He had "left our world". Suddenly we were watching the craziest stuff on youtube. It was after an hour that we were pretty fucked up, and we went upstairs to Johns bedroom. He prepared a pretty spacey room for me. He left me waiting outside while he went in alone, and after about 30 second, which seemed like an eternity, he let me in. I didn't enter a room at that moment, I entered a "Perfect Universe". There were very weak light everywere, and there was even a small christmas tree made from plastic. Even though it was August, it was Christmas for me at that time. We had conversations about everything that came to our minds, and together we figured out the entire universe. After about 2 Hours, we took another Swirl, because we wished this would never end.
And then it came, the moment we were waiting for... A sudden urge to have an adventure, so we went outside. Luckily, we litterally live on the edge of the forest, so our destination was soon determined. Before we left, John went inside to get a bag with some water bottles, since it's dangerous to use XTC without water, because of dehydration. I was waiting outside and i went completely crazy. 5 seconds after John had closed the door behind him, i started worryying about him. "What if he fell donw the stairs and is uncontious." So after about 20 seconds after he closed to the door, i ran to the door to ring the bell. I was about to ring, and with my finger on the doorbell the door opened right before i could push it. It was John, looking at me like he just see a ghost. We looked at eachother for a few seconds without saying a word, and then we hugged. It turns out that right after John went to get the bag, he started worrying about me, he thought i was being attacked by thugs. So we decided to forget the bag since we already had the bottles and it seemed fun to just carry them around all night. We headed into the forest and when the roads werent paved anymore, we left the last streetlight behind us and headed into the darkness. After about 5 minutes we discovered that all darkness had vanished. We could litterally see every twig lying on the ground and it was almost like it was day. When we walked deeper and deeper into the forest, we suddenly "knew" that we had to take a left turn, straight into the wilderniss. When we were surrounded by trees and there wasn't a path anywhere near, we got curious about how it would be to lie on the ground. So we just stopped walking and lied down, and it was the softest thing I ever felt, i couldn't believe it. Compared to this, my bed felt like it was made from stone. After about 30 minutes of lying on the ground, even though it felt like a week, we got up again and headed even deeper into the forest.
Then we heard something moving, and a little ahead, behind a few trees, we saw a shadow moving. We just froze at that moment when the beast looked at us with it's bloodred glowing eyes and steam coming out of its mouth. You should have seen this monster, it was twice as high as we were and it seemed the monster had crawled straight from the deepest pitts of Hell. For a moment, we thought we were gonna die, but after 2 of the scariest minutes of my life, it still didn't charge. We decided we should walk to the right to see it better because there were no trees to the right. When we did, the creature shrinked to the size of a bull, but when we took a better look we saw it was just a cow. And offcourse, we decided we wanted to pet it. I walked up to the cow and started petting it and it seemed to be ok with it, but everytime John got close, they ran away. We figured that if John scared them too much, they might still attack, and we started walking into the field the cows were in. We walked and walked, and there seemed to be no end to the field. Even though we were on XTC, we started to get tired, and we knew that if we didn't head back right away, we couldn't take our last pill. So we turned around to go back, but o shit, we were in the middle of a giant field surrounded by woods. Then we did something crazy, we just stood still for a moment, trying to feel which was "feeling like home".
We chose a direction and kept going straight ahead. Even when we reached a shallow swamp, we kept on going. Our jeans were soaked up to the knees, but we had to keep going. Amazingly, after what felt like survivaling in the jungle, we reached the point were we entered the forest, how lucky is that? We went to Johns house and changed our jeans, and then took the third swirl. For the last 10 minutes, it had felt like the XTC was disappearing, but right after taking the third pill, we realised we were still really fucked up, but we just got used to it. We went upstairs and placed a CD in the dvd player in Johns bedroom. That created a problem, because the TV was pure blue now. We placed 5 towels over the TV and it was dark againt, accept for the christmas tree and some other mild lights. But somehow, we were still able to see the TV through the towels. But soon after that we realised we were watching TV while the TV was supposed to be blue. We realised this was when the hallucinations started.
Even after we closed our eyes, we both saw a square with little video fragments on it, only this was way too crazy to be real. I saw a football dancing in a disco for a few seconds, but then the disco filled up with water and suddenly I saw the sea. Then about 10 firemen on jetski's came but two crabs held up a rope so all of them frontflipped over the steer of their jetski's. I saw soo much crazy shit on that TV for hours, until John suddenly started screaming. I asked him what was wrong and all he said was:"Krepal Ponken". I asked him what it meant, but he didn't know. We figured it had to be someone's name, even though it sounden like an African name. Then John screamed again and said he saw a phonenumber. I asked him to read it but he said it was too long too read, almost 50 digits. After looking imaginary TV for a few more hours we fell asleep. We woke up the next morning, completely stunned by the night before, and we knew that we had had a night to remember for the rest of our lives, even though we still both only remember different fragment of that night.
I could not have written this without John's memories, and this is all we know. It's about 20% of the evening, just the basics and a few details. The other 80 % is still a black hole, but when we woke up that morning we knew almost nothing about the night before. It seems the longer ago it gets the more we remember, but well never remember everything. Most of that night vanished as fast as it came, and you can't bring that feeling back, you can only craete something similar when you use XTC a next time.
It was on a friday I think, when i got them. A little bag filled with 6 little pink pills. They were 6 "pink swirls". Xtc, very high quality. I was pretty lucky to have them, because good pills had become rare. I used XTC once before, one "white Hexagram". It was awesome, but i hadn't quite reached all that XTC was capable of. This time I had 3, and 3 for my friend John. We were both home alone, and we took one pill each around 10:30 PM.
The first 30 minutes we were pretty normal, although a friend of ours who was still there, was quite amused by us. Then Jan had to go somewhere, and after a big group hug he was gone. We were now alone and forgot about Jan in an instant. He had "left our world". Suddenly we were watching the craziest stuff on youtube. It was after an hour that we were pretty fucked up, and we went upstairs to Johns bedroom. He prepared a pretty spacey room for me. He left me waiting outside while he went in alone, and after about 30 second, which seemed like an eternity, he let me in. I didn't enter a room at that moment, I entered a "Perfect Universe". There were very weak light everywere, and there was even a small christmas tree made from plastic. Even though it was August, it was Christmas for me at that time. We had conversations about everything that came to our minds, and together we figured out the entire universe. After about 2 Hours, we took another Swirl, because we wished this would never end.
And then it came, the moment we were waiting for... A sudden urge to have an adventure, so we went outside. Luckily, we litterally live on the edge of the forest, so our destination was soon determined. Before we left, John went inside to get a bag with some water bottles, since it's dangerous to use XTC without water, because of dehydration. I was waiting outside and i went completely crazy. 5 seconds after John had closed the door behind him, i started worryying about him. "What if he fell donw the stairs and is uncontious." So after about 20 seconds after he closed to the door, i ran to the door to ring the bell. I was about to ring, and with my finger on the doorbell the door opened right before i could push it. It was John, looking at me like he just see a ghost. We looked at eachother for a few seconds without saying a word, and then we hugged. It turns out that right after John went to get the bag, he started worrying about me, he thought i was being attacked by thugs. So we decided to forget the bag since we already had the bottles and it seemed fun to just carry them around all night. We headed into the forest and when the roads werent paved anymore, we left the last streetlight behind us and headed into the darkness. After about 5 minutes we discovered that all darkness had vanished. We could litterally see every twig lying on the ground and it was almost like it was day. When we walked deeper and deeper into the forest, we suddenly "knew" that we had to take a left turn, straight into the wilderniss. When we were surrounded by trees and there wasn't a path anywhere near, we got curious about how it would be to lie on the ground. So we just stopped walking and lied down, and it was the softest thing I ever felt, i couldn't believe it. Compared to this, my bed felt like it was made from stone. After about 30 minutes of lying on the ground, even though it felt like a week, we got up again and headed even deeper into the forest.
Then we heard something moving, and a little ahead, behind a few trees, we saw a shadow moving. We just froze at that moment when the beast looked at us with it's bloodred glowing eyes and steam coming out of its mouth. You should have seen this monster, it was twice as high as we were and it seemed the monster had crawled straight from the deepest pitts of Hell. For a moment, we thought we were gonna die, but after 2 of the scariest minutes of my life, it still didn't charge. We decided we should walk to the right to see it better because there were no trees to the right. When we did, the creature shrinked to the size of a bull, but when we took a better look we saw it was just a cow. And offcourse, we decided we wanted to pet it. I walked up to the cow and started petting it and it seemed to be ok with it, but everytime John got close, they ran away. We figured that if John scared them too much, they might still attack, and we started walking into the field the cows were in. We walked and walked, and there seemed to be no end to the field. Even though we were on XTC, we started to get tired, and we knew that if we didn't head back right away, we couldn't take our last pill. So we turned around to go back, but o shit, we were in the middle of a giant field surrounded by woods. Then we did something crazy, we just stood still for a moment, trying to feel which was "feeling like home".
We chose a direction and kept going straight ahead. Even when we reached a shallow swamp, we kept on going. Our jeans were soaked up to the knees, but we had to keep going. Amazingly, after what felt like survivaling in the jungle, we reached the point were we entered the forest, how lucky is that? We went to Johns house and changed our jeans, and then took the third swirl. For the last 10 minutes, it had felt like the XTC was disappearing, but right after taking the third pill, we realised we were still really fucked up, but we just got used to it. We went upstairs and placed a CD in the dvd player in Johns bedroom. That created a problem, because the TV was pure blue now. We placed 5 towels over the TV and it was dark againt, accept for the christmas tree and some other mild lights. But somehow, we were still able to see the TV through the towels. But soon after that we realised we were watching TV while the TV was supposed to be blue. We realised this was when the hallucinations started.
Even after we closed our eyes, we both saw a square with little video fragments on it, only this was way too crazy to be real. I saw a football dancing in a disco for a few seconds, but then the disco filled up with water and suddenly I saw the sea. Then about 10 firemen on jetski's came but two crabs held up a rope so all of them frontflipped over the steer of their jetski's. I saw soo much crazy shit on that TV for hours, until John suddenly started screaming. I asked him what was wrong and all he said was:"Krepal Ponken". I asked him what it meant, but he didn't know. We figured it had to be someone's name, even though it sounden like an African name. Then John screamed again and said he saw a phonenumber. I asked him to read it but he said it was too long too read, almost 50 digits. After looking imaginary TV for a few more hours we fell asleep. We woke up the next morning, completely stunned by the night before, and we knew that we had had a night to remember for the rest of our lives, even though we still both only remember different fragment of that night.
I could not have written this without John's memories, and this is all we know. It's about 20% of the evening, just the basics and a few details. The other 80 % is still a black hole, but when we woke up that morning we knew almost nothing about the night before. It seems the longer ago it gets the more we remember, but well never remember everything. Most of that night vanished as fast as it came, and you can't bring that feeling back, you can only craete something similar when you use XTC a next time.
